28th of August

Well as you all know, i am an honourary member of the largest nation in the world, procrastiNation... therefore i'm not surprised that i have this huge heap of unfinished work/projects screaming for me for heaven's sake just to complete them. anyhows i have a presentation due in 2 hours and my powerpoint is not complete, my ads are still half baked and here i am blogging. huuhuu T.T

anyways it's been a roller coaster week..

a great weekend with saturday at wei mein's bday party and a fun sunday out watchin movies, shopping and eating with reen reen and sharon.

monday kinda ho-hum.. classes as usual..

then tues i wuz rushing to get chiann's photobook and also my first time driving alone ^.^ hehe

then thursday went for interview at shell and got hired on the spot... kinda surprised me but i think it is because they're short of staff rather than my excellent credentials haha but work was kinda boring... thank goodness sharon's huge stash of cosmo saved me from boredom ^^ it's also my last day in Ad Newbies module... first module completed! yay!

Friday... work again... well work is boring but had a fun lunch with sharon ^-^ the chap fan stall where we bought our lunch was quite yummy... definitely better than the company's canteen food. Then after work me and sharon hung out at the curve n ikano... did some shopping and makan at ikea.... i seriously love the Daim cake... it totally should be made the swiss national food.

cant rmb wat i did on saturday. maybe i slept the whole day away? forgot...
anyways sunday i went for baking class... but unfortunately i had to skip my sister's orchestra performance. =(

well i think it was quite an exciting week... hope this week is the same ^-^
i did bake a cake and made some fudge ytd.. not reli exciting but... hahah

okay got some ads to rush. ciao...

think i'm gonna stop blogging hence these shall be the last few nonsensical posts u'll get from me... ^^

a silly post

okay i think i'm going to switch to wordpress. like seriously wtf... the templates there are like sooooooo bloody gorgeous. to think i'm stuck with plain blogger templates all these while. okay there have been efforts to revamp me lil ol' blog but all those bloody codes messes up my bloody brains. okay sry i'm a little uncouth now because i'm still reeling from the shock of those beautiful beautiful wordpress templates. seriously they are so beautiful. okay blogger i'm sorry i'm using ur space to advertise ur rival's greatness but really everyone should use wordpress. sure, wordpress doesn't sound so cool as blogger but omg omg the templates are so just so gorgeous! i've been DREAMING about such beautiful templates but lacking the money to hire someone to do it for me or lacking the time to do one myself (actually i'm just lazy but anyways..) i just used the plain blogger ones. i've went to a few blogging places ike life journal, xanga etc but none reli satisfy me. but wordpress... omg...!!! it's so pretty!!!

anyways i want to announce that i had a relapse today. i have been minesweeper free for a few months but today i became addicted again and played for 3 hours straight. i need to see a shrink. bluek. +_+ hahaha cant help it. it's so much fun weee~

a good day?

so is today, as i wished yesterday night, a good day?

i wish my answer is in the affirmative. however, i have mixed feelings about today. sigh... it's been a while since i'm truly 100% happy. is happiness so elusive? hmm...

anyways the earlier part of the day is quite humdrum with some minor annoyances. and also i had to scrape my plans to bake a cake because i was missing the star of the show - good quality dark chocolate. well i had some cooking chocolate but being a true blue choconnoisseur (wah i created a new word!!! anyways to all you plebian non-choco fans out there, it means A person of informed and discriminating taste of chocolates haha) i won't compromise the taste of my chocolate brownies. so in the end, i postpone my plans to bake.

anyways initially i was SOOOOO excited because i thought i could meet most of my high school friends today. ^-^ you see today is the day i'm supposed to collect Chiann's photobook from sMACk and bring it to all our friends (those who kap funn) to sign... unfortunately... it took two hours plus for my book to arrive. our initial agreed time was 2-3 pm. then they say cannot... ask me to go at 6.30 pm. however, it was already 8.30++ by the time i got my book. To occupy my time i loiter around the Village Grocers for a little while... doing research for my final presentation and i ended up buying some bread and good bitter chocolates (yummy and increased my dopamine levels for a few seconds). anyways because of this delay i could not make it in time to find coreen, ann and kai li. I guess kai li is not happy with me? because i should have informed her sooner about this thing (the Book) and not make everything so last min. What she says is right so i felt really shitty about myself.

So for 2 hours i sat there in the waiting room and they had on these sappy canto love songs, you know those that i like to sing when we go karaoke. Anyways.. i was emotional at that time because i ffk my close frenz and my hw is not finished and ailyn's mission statement is not done and i was so anxious to go home cuz i dun wanna drive home late during this 'special' month and furthermore one of the staff is like couldn't care less and was saying things like 'aiya... dun so gan cheong lah..." HELLO? u guys just made me waste time sitting here doing nothing!!! and i was supposed to meet up my frens like wat, 2 hours ago? okay anyways... those sappy love songs made me cry. then! i realised that it is a glass room... and people from starbucks next door would notice me and think i'm psycho or schizo. so in the end i restrained myself and salvaged my last shreds of dignity.

but on the bright side, the room was a really nice and comfortable place to chill out and also i did like 12 sudoku puzzles on my phone, and i completed them real fast too hehe *bangga*

anyhows i reached may's hse at 9.30-ish after scraping my plans to drop by pin and voon's place for them to sign the book. sorry guys. anyway, may and her mom are so kind to offer me chee cheong funn and spirulina oat drink cuz i din have dinner. thank u ^-^ i stayed on to 'decorate' the book but around 10 i was really really desperate to go home cause i am so scared some things will catch me. i really really want to go home but may was on the phone and we still have not finish writing the messages from everyone. *sniff sniff* but in the end, i went home at around 10.30++ which is not too late la.

anyway on another topic i think may has a wonderful happy family... ^-^ one day i'm going to have my own happy family too! with a lot of dogs hehe emm.. maybe one for each family member and hamsters for the maid/s. okay i'm getting carried away. hehehe

oh today's my first time driving alone so congrats to me! hehe ^-^ but it din feel like tt big a deal lah as it felt quite natural and normal to me. however, mummy was like 'wow that's an achievement' 'i'm so glad u're back in one piece' 'i'm proud of you' etc. sigh i love my mom... i guess it's not easy for her to let me drive alone cause she's worried bout my safety, but as they say, 'to love someone, you must learn to let go.' so i'm proud of her too cause she is trying to 'let go' and trust me. but i wasn't really in a celebratory mood just now as i was bawling my lungs out and crying myself silly as soon as i reach home. okay actually i was distracted for awhile by the kinda cute neighbour kid who arrived home the same time as me hehe =P he is younger than me but dropout from school edi... so sad... last time i used to bump into him after school ends because although he's from Maluri and i'm from SAB our schools are adjacent to each other. so sayang lah... wasted a young talent. Our education system SUCKS! they should revamp it to prevent kids from dropping out and create better students!!!

anyway, i digress. back to just now. as i was saying earlier i was crying like shit when i got home. i am so tired of everything. actually i was just thinking of making a photobook for chiann so she has something for her to remember us and all the memories we share... i was just thinking wouldn't it be nice for her to have something to flip through during the plane ride to Russia and reminisce about her school days and all her friends back home. but i keep facing problems when i make this book so i realised i have either really bad organising skills or bad time management. sigh. must improve myself.

anyways i sorta like cheered up after that cuz my sis, Gillian gave me some stickers to decorate my phones *giggles* and i wrote ailyn's mission statement for Krispy Kreme. That fired me up because i love doin these kinda stuffs ^-^ but i'm sooooooooo craving for donuts now!!! argh...............! so hungry.... must have donuts.........

because we don't have Krispy Kremes here (erm i've heard that the very expensive and demanding franchising contract seems to be the reason preventing Malaysians getting their grubby hands on those hot, yummy donuts... dunno whether it's true.) i really wanna eat Big Apple doughnut... they have this choco-donut claimed to be Homer's favourite flavour. i hope sharon and reen agrees to our Friday night out at the Curve! then i can have me donut!!!

aiya i blog too much liao... good nite blog... going to go do my homework liao... so nitez...!

p.s. thnx to pin for msg-ing me and lyn n reen for chattin with me. feel cheer-up-ed heheh muacks! love u guys. btw eh reen i noe u wun read my blog de lah cuz u're so busy with ur one hundred million admirers but special thnx to u cuz remind me of jason.... wah.... so shuai! heheheh

shit

really feeling kinda shitty cuz i miss my college friends. sigh.

anyways today is a shitty day. and i din do well in today's class.......

and i almost rammed headlong into a praying hut.. erm like a small house for the deity/spirit near the British cemetary on my way to Bangsar. definitely not a good sign. anyways to the deity/spirit, i'm truly sorry. please forgive me.

then after class i gaduh with my mom which made me really sad. it's about not going out so often cuz this is a 'special' month... but i feel very miserable and restless if i stay at home all day long. sigh. so i'm really upset cuz i dun usually fight with my mom. feeling really hurt. then when i came home my dad started to find fault with me... but he's always giving me shit so i'm like numb edi so nvm lah... but still not a happy incident rite? T-T

i actually had a great weekend... but now i feel very 'kong xu'... like very empty like that...

hope tmr will be a better day...

yesterday.

well, i'm going to blog about yesterday.



if this is true then i'm nothing. man... i feel so empty cuz i'm not doin much. no school. no work. i feel as alive as rotten vegetables. luckily yesterday was a break from the tedium and monotony of my wretched life.

i made konnyaku jelly in the morning. i have a habit of putting ingredients in my mouth (i eat batter, flour, melted chocolate etc) so i did the same for the peach flavouring for the jelly. ugh it's so bitter! i winced at the icky taste but shrug it off. Now i know what flavouring tastes like...

or maybe not... because i'm a bit absent minded so i unknowingly used the old peach flavouring instead of the new one i bought a few days ago. here's the one i used x_x

O_O expired liao!!!

luckily i just put a few drops... so my jelly is still safe!!!

happy jellies chillin in the fridge! ^-^ (they dunno they're gonna get EATEN! *-*)

peach jelly! my fav ^-^

artistic leh? hehehe

Anyways in the evening i went to Times Square. Had dinner with Liz ^-^

i have a bone to pick with the management of Times Square. U see it's so big with so many floors and shops but Directories are virtually non-existent! So CHA!!! make me and liz go round and round and round with our grumbling tummies trying to look for the new Uncle Duck restaurant.

after going up and down, here and there... we finally found it! it's at the 3rd floror by the way.

looks oily but it's sooooo good to eat!

upon seeing this i got curious and i asked Liz Omasum is the which tummy of the cow (cuz i forgot liao). Shockingly, Liz went and explain the whole digestive system of the cow. lolx.

So after dinner i'm still hungry but Uncle Duck's desserts seem limited so we took a quick walk down the lane to Foon Hei Tei.

After food we met up with Zhafri and Lian Chew... it's been awhile since i've seen lc... so kesian lc just kena robbed a few weeks ago... the evil men stole his new PSP, pen drive, $$$ and other important stuffs but gave him free black eye. but ytd it's almost healed edi so it's not so obvious.

Anyways we went to the cinema. and guess what? it's empty! *creepy music*

it's the first time any of us have seen an empty cinema so suddenly we become jakun and started snappin photos... suddenly a chinese guy comes in and another gweilo comes in. Both shot us weird looks. -_-"

what's that?!? O_O

watch Simpsons for the second time. Man it's hilarious!!! LOL it's the first time i'm watching a movie twice. usually i only watch movies once but Simpsons is just too funny.

We visited vishul who is sick. the diagnosis ranged from heart attack to gastric to pms. personally i think it's gastric cuz guys dun get PMS right? Dixon also visited him and in the end we went to mamak and cueball. Anyways, vishul i hope u get well soon! take care of your health lah!!

I slept over at Liz's. (thnx liz ^-^)

Liz's iDog say 'bye bye!'

skateboarding bulldog!

hehe check out this one cool dog!